Once again, i slack on keeping this thing updated. I have Xanga, and maintain that on a very normal basis. I actually am beginning to wonder why i started this one. I write about my relationship just as much on xanga as i would here if i actually maintained it. If you want my xanga user name, just let me know.
Things are good with us. We spend last saturday climbing as usual. Sunday we were supposed to go climbing but when we woke up it was raining so we decided not to make the drive and waste the gas when we didn't know if the weather would actually clear up or not. We went out and got bagels and coffee and then came back and i went back to bed for a while. I'm sure Jaymie did too. The weeks have been really uncomfortably cold, but we've had some Perfect fall weekends. I think what it is though, is because if our barracks and academic buildings were any closer to the Hudson river we'd be IN it, we get a very harsh, biting cold breeze that we wouldn't get if we weren't right on the river. So when you actually get away from West Point itself, the fall around here is really nice and i'm actually learning to enjoy it (i'm Southern raised and HATE cold). But in the true WP fashion, the enjoyment is sucked out of everything.
But anyway, life in general is ok. I'm having a down period lately, but i'm surviving. Its actually really out of character so i hope it goes away soon. Jaymie is doing well. His eyes are healing nicely and he can see without glasses! It's very exciting and now i can see his beautiful eyes so much better. Actually, i've always known he has nice eyes, but it's really noticable now that he doesn't have to wear glasses. I should be getting mine done sometime next semester. He's not sick anymore either, which is good.
I do have a general question for everyone. This has nothing to do with me really, but i was thinking about finding the right person and all, and wondering... What happens when one person realizes that their significant other is 'the right one' for them to spend the rest of their life with, but the significant other doesn't feel the same way? Is there a chance that their mind could change? And how does the person that 'knows' deal with the fact that the other person might not feel the same way?
Just a random thought that crossed my mind when i was thinking about how Jaymie and i may very well end up together forever, and what i would do if i felt the way i do but thought that he did not.
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